Sometimes you need a little distance. Some days you need a good cry. Some things just aren't meant to be. Some where, out there, is a life that is waiting for you. You just need to keep carrying on, trudging through all the muck, never giving up, possibly breaking, but one day the skies will clear. The muck will be gone, and the pieces of you put back together, not the same but still whole. I'm looking for one day. Praying for one day. Clinging to the hope of one day. It's my life line. One day.


As some of you may already know I am hoping to transfer to another college for next year. Well I have already submitted my application and a request for my transcript to be sent over, but I have also been looking into going out there during my “Winter Recess” (It’s Spring Break but my school doesn’t call it that). I have found  what I consider a decent price round trip airline ticket and a few hotels that are with in my budget and are still very nice. I’m just waiting for a check to come so I will have the money to pay for it, and to make sure I do get in. But either way I’m thinking about going out there because it will be something fun to do while I am “still young”.

This is my horoscope, obviously (not like you guys can’t already see that), and it just made my day. I try to live my life with the mental state of “what happens happens” and ” If ___ happens, Great! If ____ doesn’t, No harm no foul.” So when I get a horoscope like this, with these circumstances surrounding it, it really makes my day. And just makes me feel like there is a plan for me and I am heading in the right direction.

But I don’t want to get my hopes up to high, because these can go good just as they can go bad.

I just wanted to share this with all of you.

Thanks for listening, well reading! :)

lots of love xoxoxo, Rebecca :)